A gift from heaven?

Another month is finishing and the emotion is growing up inside of me... Selection process for Italy is killing me!!!! It's taking so long and I don't have idea about other candidates... I'll just believe I'll get it.., a part of me just knows I will be there... I just know it.. I think it's true that when you want something so bad, the whole world conspires to make it happen... :) So strange the way it appeared.., as a gift from heaven... Because of AIESEC, now I can share my knowledge and experience with another country and another culture by going to the same challenges... I will get it!! .. and I will have a whole year to live new things, to define myself and to see how life really is when you are by your own. I just saw my life from my own future and I realized that I achieved a lot.., I conquered a lot and also managed very difficult things and situations.., time made its job it's true, but I did it on my own, and I'm stronger now.., I know myself better and I have a great turn in my path..