miércoles, febrero 23, 2005

Luchas y frustraciones..

In my house's basement.., thinking HOW to stop such a nonsense and absurdity..,
preparing some refutations and hoping for the best..

Meanwhile, I lost one of my best VPs, who I admire and in whom I had a lot of hope for next term.. 
It was his decision and I couldn't ask him not to, even if I was dying to do so... 
that's not what I was supposed to do.., 
I just waited with frustration, knowing that after this, nothing could turn time back..

I'm also afraid of loosing a friend.. 
This month at work was totally difficult.., motivation is going down very fast for everybody.., frustration sometimes leads us to very useless thoughts, but it also gives us sense, makes us discover or meet again with what we are, with what we believe in, with our values and principles, with what matters to each one of us.. 

 And here comes the question about how to manage the responsibilities of my leadership position with the responsibilities I have as 'ME'.., 
as a person who someday will turn her head back to evaluate herself.., 
to evaluate what I did, what I stood for, what I chose in those important moments.., 
if I chose convenience, if I chose to let fear invade with silence.., if I chose to let things just happen..; 
or if I chose to stand for what I believe in, for what it’s fair.. 
I already know the answer.., I have always known.. 
… I will never be unfaithful to myself.., cause I could loose more.. 

There´s no one poorest than those who doesn’t have sense and soul..


LCP AIESEC LIMA 
Trying to find the “middle” point without turn people down.. 



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