The other story

Decisions..

.. Every tiny little one will bring a long domino effect..

How I was supposed to know?
How I was supposed to expect something I would never do?
Maybe I am too innocent or my heart is just optimistic and healthy..
Cause I've been told it was very obvious and easy to expect...
Not for me..

My personality is a very good explanation,
I wasn't in a hurry and wanted to give some space..
Always giving space, time, freedom, always being understanding and respecful,
giving autonomy and being a 'woman', not a 'girl'.
So, again, I chose what I thought was the best, even if I wanted otherwise..

Now, how can I stop this domino effect..
how can I stop wondering.. what if..
If the 'what if' is everything we could ask for..

Let me show you then my story..,
the one where you are happy, confident, peaceful and fulfilled, like before when you could have the world on your hands..
A true story cause I am more than a number or a concept..
and everyone saw how beautiful is my soul and how shiny my reflection is on you..
they saw how good and healthy our life paths were and loved me and respected me for that...

I am real.., as this story is..
I never needed to change or make efforts to write it..

I am a real deal and one of a kind treasure, very difficult to find..
but you did..,
and sure you knew how to get 3 from only 1...

So, 3 of us walked around those memorable blocks by your side.., breathing your essence..

as they did before.., as they always do.., since day number one..

cause it doesn't exist a place, a time, a choice or a situation where they weren't holding your hand..,

cause not even the smallest flower was rejected from your hands,

nor the smallest smile were kept inside..

So, 3 of us looked at your brown eyes while history was being written and dreams were being built.., 

as fluid and easy as always between us 5;

and so, the 3 of us took a plane to your nest that day, and spoke perfect native english with birds..,

while you kept singing 'Te encontré', under the certainty of your world,

because not even the hardest day we didn't laugh..,

because not even the hardest talk became a fight..,

and not even the strongest concept made us apart..