What tears mean sometimes...

Not always equal to sadness or suffering tears..

.. and they are the best ones ;)

Sharing, remembering, and feeling certain moments again can make you feel very sensitive and vulnerable sometimes... .. and as if it weren't enough!.. There are always those few people who just have that kind of power on you: they are able to hurt you very deep.. And that's really the beautiful thing for me!.. People who can hurt you the most are not your enemies.., people who can impact on you the most are those you love and those that love you back... In an specific perspective, it doesn't matter if they actually hurt you or make you happy, it doesn't matter if it's in a direct or indirect way.., cause the true fact is ONLY that they CAN.., they are the only ones that can destroy you emotionally.. :)

... and that's why a lot of people are afraid to love...

Cause nothing will hurt you more than see them suffer.., and nothing will matter to you more than their happiness, their well-being, their opinions about your decisions, and how they show to you with each act or detail that they care about you...

These kind of tears I'm talking about appear when you care...

.. then you are living!..

And you asked me again: why?..

.. don't you know I am extremaly happy for being able to feel and dare like "this"?, in a way not everybody can.., for being able to love and let you love me?.. why don't you?

But at the end of the day, at the end of the life.., I will say I conquered that fear..

Fear to suffer, fear to live, fear to die.. Hard of course, but.. tell me if you can, what really bad can happen? There is so much in the world to be afraid of.. but not this!.. not my own feelings! not even yours..

With whom will you dare to be yourself if it's not with your special ones??

But you keep asking me why?

I loose my count.. ... I love to cry.., I love feeling exhausted after it..

This time was not for you..

For my Tril.., my reason today..